For as long as I could remember, I have been drinking green tea like nobody's business. You could tell the way I feel by the way I drink my green tea, haha. But recently, I think I have a couple of new addictions. One of it is the Song from a Secret Garden, an instrumental song and the other one is the band Epik High from south korea. These two can get me through my day as easily as green tea can, which means that I think that they are pretty powerful. Haha, enough about my addicitons. On saturday, I cut three different birthday cakes during my get together because two of my cousins had bought a chocolate cake and a blueberry cheesecake respectively, on top of my own chocolate fudge madness from Emicakes. Until today, I still have some of the fudge cake left, and it is a Tuesday. Haha, I nearly drove everyone mad when I kept asking them if they wanted more cake, my poor Babe, he ate three or four slices of cake in one day, and I still asked him to eat more. It was a great pity that the food could not keep till the next day, but the fried chicken was still more or less okay though... I think that should be all for now. Until I have something else to update or blog about, ciao!!! haha
LeO TaN.9:11 PM
I wanted to ppost this up yesterday, until I realised that my birthday was today, so I thought I might as well wait. I had four birthday wishes before I woke up this morning, the last one being him. How dare he tell me to get a new fuse, or stop crying because I'll end up looking like a panda! but I was just kidding when I said that I'll try my best to irritate him, because on both occasions I was the one who ended up irritated even though I was the one doing the irritating, haha. Guess I never did have much of a fuse to begin with. Looking forward to going to Seoul Garden with Elaine and Ananthi later, I'm sure I'm going to have fun with those two around, well, at least with Ananthi anyway. Sometimes, I feel that there's a generatin gap between me and Elaine (sorry Elaine ^_^). My mum wished me a happy birthday before I left the house, and my dad was still asleep as usual. I would be surprised if he even remembered that it was my birthday today. But I guess he would, because we had been discussing my party tomorrow for weeks now, since he is the onee cooking. I'm like, all alone in the lecture theatre now because I was dumb enough to leave my house at half past seven when my lesson starts at half past eight. But oh well, there is no harm in coming early after all, that is what my mum always says... ^_^
LeO TaN.5:04 PM
Ah, I finally have the mood to update my blog again. The past days have been quite shitty for me, but I'm not really going to bother to type out everything. But today may be slightly better, I guess... I hope I can drag my sister to westmall again, haha. The one thing that I do not understand is why people have to write in short forms all the time. I mean, is their spelling really that bad or are they just plain lazy? I admit, I use shortforms too, but only in smses when my phone does not allow too many words or characters, so I have no choice but to use it. I try not to make it a habit, because I'll end up forgetting how to spell words properly. It happened to me once before, and I don't intend for it to happen again. Remembered bits from hellboy two, I really prefered this one over the first one, this one was a whole lot more entertaining, I think. Well, I think that's all for now, I guess.
LeO TaN.9:02 PM
Today was a rather long day for me. I started the day with a refreshing shower, then I packed up my messy room, helped my mother cook, then went out to treat my mother and my sister at Fish & Co, then took a quick walk around westmall, then went home to rest for half and hour, took a quick shower before going to westmall again to meet my bestfriend and his younger brother. I saw one of my classmates after most of the shops at westmall had closed, she was with her boyfriend, but when I waved at her she pretended not to know me. I guess she wasn't the easy going person she said she was, I guess. But it is definitely no skin of my nose if she decides to pretend not to know me. Fortunately or otherwise, my life certainly does NOT revolve around poly and the people in it. Haha, just wanted to get that off my chest. I'm off to do whatever else...
LeO TaN.7:55 AM
Do you know how embarrassing it is to shed tears so easily? I was watching the drama boxset I had just bought just now, and I cried throughtout one half of an episode. Just as it got to the saddest part, my mother came in and thought that someone had upset me via email or something cause I was sitting with my lapptop on well, my lap. Gosh, I thought that I could drop dead from embarrassment! Luckily she went off soon after, so I managed to get some privacy to cry for another about... five minutes before the drama wasn't soo bad anymore. Boy, I really love the period dramas. There is just something about them that touches my heart like nothing else can. By the way, did I mention that the lead actor and actress for the Korean period drama were really good looking? ^_^
LeO TaN.2:48 AM
I have one secret which, for everybody who knows me from before ply days or if that person is close to me, I don't try hard to keep. The fact is that I'm a book worm, though I have not touched a book for the past... three days, haha. During My primary school days the 'problem was more or less chronic. I would read up to a whole novel in one day. I'm not talking about the Enid Blyton series, mind you. I was reading adult novels by the time I was in secondary four. But I kind off weaned off it in secondary three because I was busy with the responsibilities I was give, But that didn't stop me from reading three books in a week. During the six months break in between the 'O' Levels and entering poly, I only read the Harry Potter series, Which was considered little cause I'm known to be quite an avid reader. But I guess my habit is back after all this time. I borrowed two books just now, and I couldn't put the first one down. Even as I am typing this entry, my hands keep itching to go back to the book and continue from where I had left off, haha. So I have to go for now....
LeO TaN.5:35 AM
Gosh, I felt so bad for being rude to my senior just now. He wanted to ask me something and I gave him a one word answer before walking off. I can't believe I was that rude! Thankfully he didn't get offended, saying that sometimes, he is standoffish as well. I was relieved that he didn't hold it against me, but still, the bad feeling is there, you know what I mean? He told me that he will give me an answer by this Friday, but somehow, I really really wish that he can make it. But he has a point when he says that his friends may ask him to study with them for the upcoming exams, and he has to prioritize. But, after everything that has been said and done, I still wish that I had not been rude to him in the first place. Just now I invited one of the captains to my birthday party, and he agreed to come after I described one of my father's famous dishes to him. It was as though he agreed only for the food, and he had told me so, haha. But I like that lecturer of mine, he definitely knows how to have fun! Well, that's all for now, because today has been rather uneventful for me, on the whole.
LeO TaN.3:11 AM
I don't know why these blog entries have to have a title, because I'm running out of ideas. Today is alright I guess. Pretty boring I guess. I have nothing much to look forward to for today, and I'm ending class two hours earlier today. I hope I can drag my mother to Westmall after eating later to pass some time. I've been so bored just now, I felt as though I could die. Now my classmates are now playing the movie Little Nicky, and boy, I definitely could do with some laughs right now. But other than that, I'm just... dandy, I guess... anyway, I guess I'd go off now...
LeO TaN.9:34 PM
Yay! Sada finally got an MSN email account, which means that I can chat with him online very soon! That's like... the best thing I've heard for today! Wait till Elaine hears about this! Haha, I'll bet that she will 'heart pain'. Okay, enough gloating. Another piece of good news is that I will end early tomorrow because Captain Bakhitiar's class has been brough forward by a whole two and a half hours, I think. With one less stack of notes to bring, my bag will be slightly lighter, not much cause I still have to bring my bloody heavy laptop. I don;t know why my father insists on having a confirmed list of guests by tomorrow, but I don't care anymore. I'll give it to him at the end of this week. After all, there are still two weeks more till my birthday, so I think I can take my own sweet time, as long as I get the list to him by the end of this week...
LeO TaN.5:46 AM
Today I've decided that instead of havinfg a small get together at the soup and satay cafe, I'm going to get my father to cook at home so that I can invite more people to come over. Besides, it is more convenient because my house is right in front of the MRT Station and I do have friends who stay on the other side os singapore, so to speak. I don't really expect all of them to make it, because the last time I had a celebration, I invited ten people and only two turned up. As expected, I was very upset. That happened in primary school anyway, and I've left my past behind. But just the same, I'm not going to put my expectations up high. Besides, I already have my mother's siblings and my cousins coming over on that day, so I think that should be enough. Anyway, I got to go for now, because I have a lot of movies to watch but not much time to watch them, haha...
LeO TaN.12:45 AM
Just now I went out with my best bud Hafiz. It was the first time we had seen each other for months, therefore, I missed him. We had so much fun, the two of us and my sister. We watched Hellboy 2. I was at my grandmother's place when my sister and I decided to watch a movie because we haven't done so in a very long time. I'm currently in love with the korean drama The Legend. I'm like, typing this entry as I watch the show, and it is taking me forever since I keep stopping to wath the show, haha. I'm like so in love with the plot or something. And despite it being a show about wars, the love stories in between it definitely helps grab my attention as well.Anyway, got to go for now...
LeO TaN.5:41 AM
Oh my god, I was so shocked when my father spoke to me about my birthday celebration yesterday evening. He offered to pay for my plans to have the celebration at a place I liked so much, The Soup & Satay Cafe. But, as usual there is a catch. I can only invite six people. So, that puts me in a spot because I have quite a few friends. So for now I've decided to invite four of my seniors, my classmate Elaine and one more other person. But I still have no idea who that last person should be. School was more or less boring today, because I have a two hour break in between classes due to a canceled lecture. And what was even worse was that I found out that I will be having another three hour break next week because my economics lecturer had to accompany his wife for a doctor's appointment. Damn, if boredom could kill I think I will drop dead when I heard that piece of news. But it may be a blessing in disguise, I can use that three hours to do some light revision with Elaine. She asked me if I was free tomorrow because she was planning to have a belated birthday celebration. Her birthday was last friday, But being the jackass I was, I got caught up with my AGM that I totally forgot about it and even though she had smsed me, I still didn't wish her a happy birthday. I hope to make up to it by buying her a birthday present just now, and I hope that she'll like it. Got to go for now, but I think I'll add another entry tomorrow.
LeO TaN.1:37 AM
I don't know what's wrong with me this time, but I think that I came down with the flu. This is rare because I seldom fall sick, my body and its immune system is that tough, apart from my gastric prone stomach and a nose which is sensitive to temperature changes. Since I was released from class early today, I was home earlier, so I had time for a short nap. I'm still wondering if I should go to the doctor's today. But my mother has no money, so I think I will pay for the doctor's fees myself should I go. Maybe I would do, becuase I ran out of painkillers a few days back and am currently eating my mother's. There was recently an offer for people from my school to go for an exchange programme either to korea or japan and I really, really want to go. But unfortunately, it costs over one thousand six hundred dollars, and I don't dare to leave Singapore knowing that my mother is not in the pink of health. Anyway, going to make this entry short because my head feels as though it is going to explode.
LeO TaN.2:20 AM
I had the intention to email the japanese friends I made during the MEL Camp from the moment I got home. But unfortunately, I was beaten to it! Sada emailed me last night I think, Becasue I only saw the email this morning. I was pleasantly surprised, though it quickly gave way to shame as I had every intention to get in touch with my japanese shifu, but my shifu got to me first, haha. By the way, I had just suggested to Sada to sign up with the MSN free email so that we can chat online instead of just emailing each other like this. Apparently, all my papers so far has the same marks. This means that I have put in equal effort for all of them. But I barely passed The three written papers, so I cannot be complacent. My mother bought me a head massager called the uCrown a few days ago and it was supposed to help get rid of insomnia. But it only worked for me during the first day. Yesterday I had trouble sleeping again, my mind was so full with the thoughts of you-know-who. Haha, girls just like to have fun, everybody knows that. And I definitely had fun day-dreaming, haha. Got to go for now, my lesson with Captain Sahwan is going to start soon... ^_^
LeO TaN.7:31 PM
I've just realised that my birthday is at the end of this month!!!! That would mean that I will be sixteen for only three more weeks before I officially become seventeen. Ah, I can no longer say that I'm still sixteen to the rest of my friends. But hey, I'm not that upset to grow one year older because it would take me one step closer to freedom. I'm stil currently thinking of what I should do to celebrate my birthday. It has been years since I last planned to do something on my birthday, so I'm wondering what would be the most memorable thing for me to do, and who I should include on my special day. To come and think about it, the special age is sixteen, not seventeen. But what the heck, who cares about these things anyway. I just want to have fun on my birthday, and hopefully that coming year would be a better one for me. I just found out today that I had only failed one small component of my statistics exam, and was quite surprised that I had passed my written stats test. So far so good, but then again I have only received the results for only two papers. Hopefully I did better for the rest of my modules, hehe...
LeO TaN.4:17 AM
Finally, I got the haircut that I've been looking forward to for so long. My hair is a lot shorter as compared to before, but I'm comfortable with it because I used to have such short hair when I was still in primary school. For some strange reason, I was so sleepy yesterday, but is unable to get a proper nap all day long. So when I got to Jean Yip, I was yawning my ass off. I wanted to cut my hair first before washing it, but because 'he' needed to do a what 'he' called a wet cut, I had no choice but to wash it first. The shampoo guy was very friendly and he was damn good with his hands. But as he was massaging my head, I kinda fell asleep, and the shampoo guy and 'he' laughed at me. 'He' was friendlier to me yesterday, maybe because it is the second time 'he' is cutting my hair. A few more times and I would be a regular already. Hopefully 'he' won't leave before my next haircut, the previous girl did and I was amused at the fact that I took so long to go back there, my hairstylist left before I could go back again. Reading my previous entry, I realised that I did overdo things and typed a whole chunk of things which was more or less irrelevant, so I'm going to stop here. Really.
LeO TaN.2:33 AM
Haha, I just got back from the MEL Camp, and boy, did I enjoy myself. But a part of me wished I didn't go, because I have a lot to do when I come back, and I don't even have time for a short break. It was as though I was busy from the moment I stepped ashore. But, That's beside the point. Throughout MEL Camp, my irritatingly longer hair keep reminding me of 'him', simply because he cuts my hair! But I had fun with the Japanese guys, the four of them were interesting in their own way, especially Takuya. I have their email addresses, but have yet to send them an email. I was planning to, but now that I realise that I don't have much time on my hands to even take a short break, I'm reconsidering pushing back that decision. I'm packed today, and I am thinking of going to my grandmother's house tomorrow, just to see her and tell her that I'm fine. that sweet old lady shared money with her second youngest daughter, my Aunty Lian, and changed it into one thousand baht for me. Trust me, that is no small sum of money for two unemployed people. My cousin told me yesterday that she has already instructed the bank to transfer fifty dollars to me every week, on Thursday, to be exact. I don't knnow how I'll repay her, two hundred dollars a month for my school stuff is a lot of money. I just hope I will be able to repay her kindness, I'm not the sort of person who allows people to be kind to me without getting their kindness recipocrated. anyway, I think that should be all for now. Just because I haven't blogged for over one week doesn't really mean I should overdo it, haha. Besides, it is during Captain savio's class now, though he too, is doing nothing but checking his own email. ^_^
LeO TaN.5:42 PM
hello i'm me
This one korean drama that I've been looking for but can't find^_^
To eat
Being judged by others
Feel free to tag if you peeked into my blog
I'm basically an open person, approachable, amicable, haha
` Wishes.
Someone I can trust
More time in my hands ^_^
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My family
Having fun
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Not being taken seriously
Being compared to others
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