Today I received the bursary award, and I was pleased to find out that poly students will receive three hundred dollars. Finally, my account has a few dollars extra in case of emergencies. Not that I always withdraw cash anyway, but still, it's good to know that I have some leeway and won't have to restrict myself to such extremes. But somehow, I don't seem as happy as I used to be whenever I get some money. I don't know why, but this time, the feeling is just not there. The emotions I used to feel are but a thing of the past. I don;t know why, but I feel so hollow, like I have no heart or something. My mother says that it is most probably the same thing that gave me my headaches, but I've never really suffered from that before. I really hope with what little piece of heart I have left to overcome this phase, because should it be permanent, I don't know what I might do...
LeO TaN.6:02 AM
. ___thinking of you every min