I think that I'm embarassing myself for no good reason! Or maybe it is just all in my head... I used to have this weird habit in primary and secondary school. Whenever I have a crush on a particular guy, I will become too nervous to even say hi to him, even though the guy just happens to be a friendly classmate. I think I have outgrown that, thankfully. But somehow, when I saw 'him' just now, my heart started racing and even as I sit here blogging, my heart still skip a beat when I recall how cool his tattoos are. But I think that 'he' or men like 'him' will never be approved by my dad. He is such a stick in the mud, but I know I can't really blame him, he just has my best interest at heart. Still, that doesn't mean that I cannot have a life, right? With my father around, I will never be able to lead the life I want for myself. I'll never be able to go out with friends, won't be able to go on dates, stuff like that. Haha, I talk as if a lot of boys are interested in me. It's the complete opposite in fact, but I don't mind. As long as I'm still single, I know that I have the freedom to daydream, without reality kicking in. And as long as I'm still dreaming, 'he' will be the ultimate man... *sigh*
LeO TaN.6:40 AM
. ___thinking of you every min