I have thoughts things through, and the only issue I have left before submitting my application form is the financial issues. My mother is worried that MENDAKI won't continue to pay for my school fees if I change courses, which is why I'm still holding back right now. Somehow, it is always money that holds me back whenever I want to do something. My senior told me to take things easy, but as time goes by, the urge to drink away my problems grows and now it is almost overwhelming. But I don't want to make it a solution for my problems, which is why I'm thinking of drinking only on my birthday. But that is about two months away, and I doubt I can last that long. Hopefully, I can make it. The very most is that I go drinking during the week of my birthday, since my birthday falls on a friday. Ah, life is too complicated, I've come to realize. I've taken things too lightly in the past, hence my inability to handle the huge stress I've had to face in the past weeks. Many tears have been shed, and hopefully, they will be my last...
LeO TaN.10:23 PM
. ___thinking of you every min