Why is it so hard for me to make a decision when it comes to something that really matters? Is it because I have to put a lot of thought into it, or is it because of my fear? I really want to change, but at the same time, something is holding me back. I'm relying on somebody else's advice now, but I really hate doing that. I'm the one who is usually dishing out the advice, not the one receiving it. But to that senior who has been helping me during this very difficult period of time, thank you very much. I'm not the type of person who keeps receving without giving back. I'll always remember my senior's advice and try to find a way to repay that person't kindness. That's my principal in life (not that I'm exactly the most disciplined person in life, but I do set limits for myself). But that is not my biggest concern right now, I can't seem to find peace with any of my choices right now. Either way, there'll definitely be something I have to sacrifice. But the real question is, just how much am I willing to sacrifice to have a good future?
LeO TaN.8:19 PM
. ___thinking of you every min